italy won! why? sigh... totally unexpected. oh well ... you win some and you lose some! :)
anyhow, todays been interesting. went to nilai to help sarah to move out. got to see some hot china chicks but after hearing crazy stuff from sy, sarah and mode, i changed my mind! hahhaa. are they that ... unhygenic? eeee ... heheheheheh anyways, after packing everything, we went for dinner and then went to play pool at a nearby place. got to see a few more chicks there. nilai is full of em! mostly china chicks though. so yeah.
we played until it was around 12. went back, everyone rested and got ready for the world cup finals. hahaha all of us were sitting in the living room, having our own munchies and drinks in hand. even jaivin and his cousin came over. rather interesting match though. loved it until the end.
life's been dealing with me quite ... normally lately. theres always this roller coaster ride i take which makes me go haywire once in a while. you know, you tend to look back into your past and remember the places you've been and such. that really pulls me down alot. i wouldnt want to go back to KK because of the feelings i felt there. nor do i want to go to genting. those places has such huge impact on me. if i ever went to those places now, i would most probably break down on the spot. why? because it felt so wonderful back then. it felt like it was a fairy tale that always ends with happy endings but we all know that fairy tales and happy endings never exist in this cruel world. i learnt that the hard way. now, im slowly getting up on my two feet. trying to recover from what has broken me into pieces. how long more will this last, honestly, i do not know. i would want it to end as soon as possible so i can move on ... but unfortunately ... im still not dealing with the real problem. me. oh well ... life is life. get on with it they all say.
my darling, who knew ... i miss you.
rick.
anyhow, todays been interesting. went to nilai to help sarah to move out. got to see some hot china chicks but after hearing crazy stuff from sy, sarah and mode, i changed my mind! hahhaa. are they that ... unhygenic? eeee ... heheheheheh anyways, after packing everything, we went for dinner and then went to play pool at a nearby place. got to see a few more chicks there. nilai is full of em! mostly china chicks though. so yeah.
we played until it was around 12. went back, everyone rested and got ready for the world cup finals. hahaha all of us were sitting in the living room, having our own munchies and drinks in hand. even jaivin and his cousin came over. rather interesting match though. loved it until the end.
life's been dealing with me quite ... normally lately. theres always this roller coaster ride i take which makes me go haywire once in a while. you know, you tend to look back into your past and remember the places you've been and such. that really pulls me down alot. i wouldnt want to go back to KK because of the feelings i felt there. nor do i want to go to genting. those places has such huge impact on me. if i ever went to those places now, i would most probably break down on the spot. why? because it felt so wonderful back then. it felt like it was a fairy tale that always ends with happy endings but we all know that fairy tales and happy endings never exist in this cruel world. i learnt that the hard way. now, im slowly getting up on my two feet. trying to recover from what has broken me into pieces. how long more will this last, honestly, i do not know. i would want it to end as soon as possible so i can move on ... but unfortunately ... im still not dealing with the real problem. me. oh well ... life is life. get on with it they all say.
my darling, who knew ... i miss you.
rick.
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